I hate doing drugs.
That make me realize who people are.
I think when I move out.
I'll finally enjoy company.
I recently realized I'm silent.
And people take that as judgmental.
I also realized I fucked everything up by thinking so much.
It's as if I'm watching everyone to realize what a human really is.
I don't like the hidden intentions.
And transparent insecurity.
I want to turn my mind off.
And maybe give myself a week of blind ignorance.