I want to have sex.
I really am a prude now.
I don't think I can hook up with random people again.
I want to care about someone.
So that I can get laid.
But I care for like.
I don't understand these things sometimes.
How do people find so many people to like.
How do people have so many relationships.
I like no one.
I don't even know how to explain what I'm trying to be confused about.
I just don't know how people aren't picky.
I'm very picky.
But because of it,
I'm alone to god.