I feel as if she's just bugged by me about this Joe thing.
She also has been saying she wants to pay full rent for the room.
And she's only doing that because she wants full control.
And it would be like it was her room, and she's letting me stay in it.
Fuck you, I'm not moving to New York unless I fucking own where I fucking sleep.
Don't try and have control over me.
You can have control over all that's your own.
But you will not own it all and have me just pathetically depend on you.
I don't want to depend on anyone other than myself.