I am scared of food.
I am scared of booze.

I am so confused.
I don't understand my body.

I and slowly understanding my mind, though.
I am inpatient for all things.

What is wrong with me.
Getting so sick.
I fed myself well enough.
Why am I deteriorating.
Did I ruin my body so quickly.
Two years of eating disorder destruction.
And it's fucked forever?

I'm so confused.
I'm scared of food.
And I am scared of booze.

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