The negative things we've talked about tonight.
Swim in my mind.
I'm eating myself silently alone in this small room that I've locked myself in.
I don't want to hear anymore.
I know that it happens to most.
And I'm okay that it has happened to me.
But sometimes I get so angry.
Why did they do that to me.
I wish I was this devil.
That loomed the sweat soaked sidewalks.
That shine yellow with street lights.
And when the shadows came near.
I only murdered them for attempting so.
But, nopez, they got me before I knew to get them first.
Always how it goes.