I feel like I do well at living carelessly.
And I feel like I am doing well grooving on myself.
But I still find a sting sometimes.
And that is my weakness.
It is nothing I can't talk myself out of.
I am to.
Silence myself more.
I have no bother when it comes to intended friendships.
But you know.
I think that I must bother.
Because I come off to be ways that I am not.
And these ways cause for others to interpret me incorrectly.
I am not the one to spend time with.
But if I have a gathering, it is more likely to spend time with me.
Because the company is for the gathering.
I will take these observations.
And I will only put effort into those that return it.
And I forget this mantra.
I have said this many many many times before.
But here I am saying it again.
And here I am attempting the frame of mind.