I almost cried this morning. 
I had to stop myself and whipe my eyes. 

I told Gabi everything that happened to me. 

But she pinned me down and grabbed me everywhere so vulnerable. 

And when I told her no, she didn't listen. 

And today, I thought of Bryan who knew a little of what happened to me. 
But his fists still found my face. 
And his love still continued it's absence. 

Every person other than Minnell who I have loved with all of my heart has bruised me. 

And that leaves me confused and sad. 

And though reality tells me it is their faults that drive them. 
The consistent factor is myself. 
And it continues the thought that I am meant for that. 

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