I kissed him once.
And when I see him, I am bold.
But I think that he is a late bloomer.
And excited about his recent success in beauty.
And I remember when that happened to me and how I reacted.
I feel as if he thought he's gain me quickly.
But is realizing that it isn't so.
And he is therefore attempting to confuse me as much as I confuse him.
I don't really think I'm focused on his side of things.
I'm just focused on how I feel and what I want.
And I am patient, but sometimes I want it now.
But he is now trying to make me wait as I am doing upon him.
I'm going to delete his number to leave him alone and think of him less.
Because I just want physical fun, and I don't want anything to make me a fool.