Pathetic to say, but I was happiest when I was starving myself. 
And they weighed me at the doctors yesterday. 
This flu has brought on that feeling of hipbone a trying to rip out my skin. 
Though they really aren't, this is nothing. 
I want to still work out so that I have healthy tone. 
I won't starvy starve. 
I'll just avoid. 
I really want to. 
I really want to. 

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