Wow I have been crying so much.
At first it was bad things, and now even good things make me cry.
I feel so amazing now.
I’m just going to cry all summer.
I can’t believe I haven’t done this in years.
I’m just going to run around crying and crying and crying I feel like everything I’ve felt in my chest is gone now, and I don’t feel like I’m going to have a panic attack all the time.
It’s taken so long for me to have this capability, and I think that this summer, I can finally become a sweet girl again.
And maybe vulnerability won’t be a horrible and frightening thing.
Maybe love isn’t destruction.