Maybe it's that I take melatonin when I can.
But when I don't, I stay up until 5 am.
When I do, I wake up at 7 am.
I had a dream that Bryan and I had sex we weren't together, but it was so loving and caring.
But in reality, I would never.
And in reality, the sex was two seconds long and from behind, so..
Yeah, I got really bulimic I threw up three times this week it was so fucked up and such a sloppy thing to do I ate, threw up, ate, and threw up.
I am so disappointed.
What if people knew I did that.
I'm making so many friends at sva.
People are very interested in me.
They keep asking to take my photo.
I'm so embarrassed to say that I want to be with a boy ugh.
I've slept with four people in two years.
I'm so I don't know I'm so extreme
I slept with 60 people before I was 18
Now I'm at 65
I slept with more people before I was 18 than I will probably for the rest of my life.
Ah, whatever, it's all okay.
But I would like to just fall in love or something so that I can just have sex all the time again.