30.9.14

Oh my fucking god what have I done to myself.
This is the fourth time in two weeks that I've made myself vomit.
And I didn't know where it was coming from the past few times.
But just now, I've realized the blood is coming from my throat.
I washed my hands, washed my face, blew my nose, and cleared my throat only to cough up blood into the sink.
I don't think that this has happened before these past four times.
I really can't do this anymore it's going too far.
My hair is getting thin and brittle.
And I'm always so nervous.
Everything in life is so perfect, but since this has been happening, I've had no energy and am starting to slip as slowly as it may be.
Tomorrow is the day that I start living healthfully again jesus christ.

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